I have a task to complete. It has to be done by Friday. I have enought time to complete it, and yet…

I seemingly have an inate ability to sabotage myself via the medium of procrastination. Instead of just knuckling down and getting the job done, my mind wanders, I am distracted by less important things, and the time passes while I put off doing the task at hand. At some point (I’m probably already at this stage now) I will start to feel stressed and anxious at the situation I find myself in, worried that I will not be finished in time.

This happens on many occasions and, while I usually manage to get things done on time, I always worry that maybe this time will be the occasion where I don’t suddenly pull a rabbit out of the hat and end up in some sort of trouble instead.

I have a self-diagnosed (always a great thing, thanks Internet!) suspicion that I might have Attention Defecit Disorder – have always had it probably – but it feels more noticeable to me now. Most of the symptoms are bang on the nail. Whether a symptom of getting older, or perhaps because I have more responsibility, I don’t know.

I’ve made decent progress today. Now to see if I can make the most of the relatively free day I have tomorrow.

A random shed picture follows…

Bronica ETRSi & Zenzanon 75mm f/2.8 PE & Ilford HP5+. Ilfotec DD-X 1+4 9 mins @ 20°

Taken 5 February 2023.